Well all, I survived my first week in Germany. It definitely had its ups and its downs, but overall, I'm learning how to make it here. I hate to countdown the weeks I'm here, but right now its helping me get by. My language courses at the CDC are appropriately challenging. I find myself learning new things and applying them in my everyday conversations. A bunch of the other Americans talk about eventually it all clicks and you'll find yourself talking in German and not even thinking about it. I don't know when that'll happen, some say it might not happen till the last few months I'm here. That's why its important for me to speak as much German as I can, and its hard to do. I have a completely newfound respect for people from other countries and cultures that come to America and learn English.
At the beginning of the program, they told us to not think of anything over here as good or bad, that its just different. There are some big differences I've already noticed in my day-to-day here. They sell beer everywhere and you can drink it pretty much wherever you want. People stare at you on the train, intensely. Germans love to talk politics. However, one thing I have noticed is how different I am from everyone here. The other day in my class, we were supposed to talk about a time we were really lucky. So, I talked about the time I won an air guitar contest. My teacher looked at me like I was insane, she had no idea what I was talking about. There have been several instances when the other Americans and I talk about things in America to the teacher and she just gives us the most flabbergasted look.
I've been hanging out with the other Americans a lot lately. I know they told us we should branch out and meet and make German friends, but, right now that is really hard to do. I know that I'll be in a city by myself for ten months so I guess its okay to hang around people I'm comfortable with for these two months. My host family is really nice even though it is tough living with three girls. I know back home I used to get frustrated when Angela yelled at Mom or they got in fights. Yet, these girls shout at each other almost daily. The worst part is, I'm not sure if sometimes they get in arguments about me. I've found myself hanging around Lena the most. She's the middle child (I guess its natural for us to understand each other). She shows me around the city and gives me advice for making it here. She's often the one that stays out of the fights and just comes and talks to me. Lisa and her mother fight often. Sometimes I don't know what to say or to do. Oh well.
Sorry for no pictures this time. I've been busy and haven't had my camera with me. Well, until the next time I post Auf Wiedersehen! (Until we see each other again!)